It about my life since as a student at Masterskill Kuching here.Here my life begins to be different because life as a student is not easy as working.Student life is many things to study while working is sometime stress when we not complete our job.Want to know more bout me,just follow me.. ;)
Imagine what it feels like to be
Surrounded by people and to always be alone.
Be Obligated to fake a smile when you feel like crying.
A perfect child who is no one.
laying in bed wishing for a better life.
Looking at a guy and when he smiles at you, you think about how ugly you are.
Have Parents who don't understand.
Friends who love your Random, Happy Personality, when that isn't you.
Laugh 24/7 because otherwise you are going to cry.
be on the verge of breaking down and no ones there to save you.
hide your dreams in a box under the soil, hidden from the world so they do not spoil.
Because your dreams are the only things in your life that make you special.
Smile one more time and then one more time until you convince everyone nothing is wrong.
At age 4 success is not peeing in your pants. At age 12 success is having friends. At age 16 success is having a drivers license. At age 20 success is having sex. At age 35 success is having money. At age 50 success is having money. At age 60 success is having sex. At age 70 success is having a drivers license. At age 75 success is having friends. At age 80 success is not peeing in your pants.
Me n My Life: May Life 2011: "May Life 2011.. Life.. What is Life to me?? Life to me is sometime bored sometime happy..Life can make me happy when someone that i l..."
What is Life to me??Let Talk Bout My Life ...
WeLcome To My Life..
Life to me is sometime bored sometime happy..Life can make me happy when someone that i love by my side when i need him.Life is useless to me when people talk behind my back & so stupid shit..so hate people like that.i love when people support me and always with me when i really need them..i wish i can have friends like that in whole world..
Romantic Love Story About Me..
This boy below is my second love that i trust in my life since we first meet at my house during Xmas day when he come with his friend ayek.During his visit to my cousin house,i was pretend that i was busy do so many things until he suddenly talk to me and tell about his friend's story.That day we not official in love but my heart skip a beat that day.I just keep waiting and be patient try to call him but I'm totally nervous to talk to him that day.During new year day,he come again with his friend's as One Malaysia such Chinese Sinxai,Abraham,Budin and Jay his Indian friends.During that night,we not talk yet until when we watch television together that night and that night was horror movie & then the scary part of the movie suddenly my heart want to hug him and he so adorable and romantic touch my hand and kiss my hand when I'm scared that nite.Freaky movie but romantic story for me.Aha..That night also,a funny story happened also when he feel so hungry until he ate the apple outside the balcony and vomit the apple that he eat.so funny.I said to him that apple is to be eat by my grandma at heaven there.So funny loll..he.During that night before he leave my house also,he kiss my hand to say goodbye during the night.That memory is always in my mind until now i can' forget about it.The next day,i ask myself to text him but he not believe that I'm texting him that morning so he ask me to called him but during that day my heart so nervous what to do that time and just called him and he believe that is me calling and texting him.That day also,we are official in love 1.1.2011 our first love and the date is never be forgotten until now.My first sight and love for him was unforgettable until now.During his birthday was my registration day at Masterskill Kuching that time.He came to my campus with my cousin & his bf to pick me up to watch movie,eat together & finally watch him play Cs with his friends that night.At that night,i was irritate a bit when waiting for him that night.Just be patient until i get sick that night during his game.That time he not bother me because he too focus play with the game.But after he finish the game,he hug and kiss me at the forehead.He said to me: "Don't be sulking to me".Our first love was unforgettable & i was remember the first time we met until now i just remember our memory together. He is so caring about me when i really need him when I'm in trouble n when I'm sick he always support me and give me advice.His name is Jes Megat.He always say that i love u no matter what happen to u before i accept it just try to change yourself before it too late..that why i love him more when he always with me..He is so caring and charming man to me..i hope our love will last 4eva..but can i do that when he sometime make me pissed and sad??i just be patient when he mad at me because he the one that always i love and care about..I love my Life n Him so Much..
